A Monday Letter

When we chatted last week, I hesitated to ask you a favor.

The favor was for you to write to me once or twice.  I hesitated, because I wasn’t sure how well that would serve either of us, and because the time for asking favors ran out.  If I were to do what I hesitated to ask of you, it would go like this. Continue reading “A Monday Letter”

** Permanent Forwarding

Copying in Ramin for…” I start typing in an e-mail reply, almost the last work task on a Tuesday.

Pause.

For… what?  …Sanity?  …Support?  …Authority?

Pop.

A new e-mail from Ramin arrives (isn’t he on vacation?).  The subject line stands out: “** Permanent Forwarding AddressContinue reading “** Permanent Forwarding”

Note to Self

Offer love, trade in time

Say yes, accept yes only

Be the earth, be the fire, be the water

Be the magic

Close the door, shift the doorway

Close the accounts before travel

Then dance

Regrets

1. Tanya’s pencils

May 1994.  Paris.  I am at a little shop, say, on Rue Mouffetard, with Marina, Shura, Seryozhka, Tanya.  I am 16, awkward and self-conscious.  Tanya is 12.  Tanya accidentally drops a box of little pencils Continue reading “Regrets”

Leaving

Leaving is easy.

1. Teagan.

Yin and InnerYoga class in San Francisco, December 2014.  I am folded into an intentionally uncomfortable balasana.  I am wearing Continue reading “Leaving”